adeina ",

Assalamualaikum peeps.
This time, I wanted to share something that I wrote for a long time ago. Time jiwa sastera masih ne. Actually, I wanted to made some meaning from my name. But at the end, my name's meaning was came with story of the LIFE. Jadi renungkanlah sejenak. Hehe. =D

A : Adeina, satu nama yang ditemui, satu nama yang menemani, mengisi ruang hati, meniti jauh hari-hari indah dalam KEHIDUPAN.

D : Dalam KEHIDUPAN pernah terjadi sebuah kisah tentang diri yang berdiri, tentang hati yang putih lagi suci dan murni tapi lemah, sangat lemah, tidak terdaya dilimpahi, disinggahi segala keperitan dan kesusahan. Tapi dalam tawa dan gembira diri berdiri setinggi-tingginya, hati menjadi putih seputihnya.

E : Entah, adakah ditakdirkan begini? Kenapa seperti menyesalinya? Seharusnya redha kerana ini ketentuanNya. Itulah dugaan dan ujian dalam KEHIDUPAN tapi bagaimana akan diresapi semuanya? Kadangkala, terasa lemah mahu saja mengalah.

I : Inilah lumrah KEHIDUPAN penuh dengan kegembiraan, tawa, duka dan tanggis. Begitulah kehidupanku, begitu juga dengan kehidupan yang lain. Kegembiraan dikongsi semua, tawa selalu bersama, duka tanggung sendiri, tanggis selalu menyendiri.

N : Naluri datang dari hati yang suci. Naluri sentiasa bersama mengharungi segala halangan dan dugaan. Naluri senjata utama KEHIDUPAN.

A : Atas nama keihklasan, tersemai segala ikatan tak terurai. Zaman indah bersama kekal dalam kenangan. Seputih hati, impian suci adalah tanda kasih istemewa buat semua.

( adeina, 2006 )

new year is coming ",

Assalammualaikum, its been 10 days jua ku tinggalkan blog ani lagi. Macam not interested kan update blog saja lagi. BUT is not about not interested, lately i letih sangat & buzybuzybuzy saja. Nama jua orang Brunei nyanta, luan bebatis nya mama. Hahaha. =D

Anywayss, my second & third semester at UBD was not that really happening as when I were in 1st semester & early 2nd semester. Boreeeeng, macam-macam BAD things happend yang tidak disenangi oleh kaum alam dan manusia di sekeliling. Apaan. Haha. I don't even like to say much about the THINGS happend between 'all of us'. Even peoples can saw that Pandaa & I look easy going & look so much happier & look having much fun. BUT inside of the bottom of my heart, it was really hurt for me to looked that one by one of us were out of the road. Daaaa. Just wish the best for all of us. Even we're not always around together, not even spend much time anymore like we used to be. Just remember, that there is still a pieces of love in our'ss for you you you you & you. What was happend is already became past. So what past is past. Let it go & get a life. =)) Nya mama, basar udah. Bukan lagi kanak-kanak ne. Thats mean there is so much important thingss lagi kan difikirkan for our future. So, I understand that everyone was on their own road udah. & I know that we can't be back together like we used to be. && Aku redha. The most important that I know all of us happy with the life we choose. Alright, enough for nonsense talking. Hehe. Just to express little bit of my feeling. Hahaha. =p && Last but not least, don't ever ever forget all of our happy memories together. As I said before, I believed that there's still have a love even its just a small pieces of love for our friendship in our'sss.
=))

New Chapter:

SEPTEMBER,
abang asri; out of country which can't be told public. Anyways he's coming home soon.
For the first time, aku straightening my hair. & Its cost me $80.
Busy with assignments & presentationss.

OCTOBER,
Hari rayaa.
My 22nd birthday on 6th. Anyways, a lots of surprisess been made for me on my birthday. Ada yang buat advance on 3rd for the siamese twin, Me, Diyana & Bahrum arah rumah si Bos Bolat. Hehe. Then on the morning 6th, si pandaa surprise me a dozen of roses & chochalatess at lecture theater at CLT UBD. Maluuu sampai tenangis-nagis. Haha. Then, last surprise at me home by my three lovely sister. Master plan was my big bro, abg asri even he was out of Brunei. An award should be awarded to bebehku for her good acting on that day. Haha. Anyways, Thankyou for make my day. Loveyou all very much. =D

DECEMBER,
Exam fever for UBD-ians.
Enggagement for my big bro, abg Tadry & Ka Liyana on the 4th. Siyuuuk walaupun naleh at the end. Anyways, we're really happy because the ceremony gone very well. =D
Ngah Ramli has been admitted to JPMC for his heart surgery. Alhamdulillah, his okay right now with stable condition.

What's next??
2010 is coming..

.. i am back ",

Almost four months, i left this blog without any updatess. Fuuhhh! Semester tiga pun sudah berakhir dengan secara rasminya selepas jam 11 pagi tadi. Lega rasanya, habis exam. Now, time to update itu ini. I guess soon aku update any stories yang ingin ku share di sini. In the mean time, aku mau main game dulu. Masih melekat stress ani di otak ku. Huhu. Alright.
See yaa.
=))

.. minggu pertama, 3rd semester ",

Assalamualaikum semuaaa. =))

♥.. monday : August 3rd, 2009

It was babah's 50th birthday and syukdeina37's 25th monthsary too. && It was first day for our new semester. Malam before atu, punya semangat sesangat kan sekulah. Al maklum, tiga bulan cuti memang membuatkan otak ini sangat beku dan loading. Haha. Okeh, first task yang perlu dibuat dulu ialah set our timetable. Alhamdulillah, inda jua sangat mengusutkan cuma subjek elective saja ada masalah. Then we had our lunch arah gerai Haji Mandan di Rimba with Ayen too. Balek rumah dalam 2pm. Then malamnya, jalan lagi pasal my broda lanja babah makan di Charcoal ..♥

Happy 5oth Birthday babah. Semoga sentiasa sehat dan berbahagia selalu. =))
Sorry pandaa, nada gambar tane yang terbaru masane. Anyways, Iloveyou forever.

♥.. Tuesday : August 4th, 2009
As ussual, datang awal ke UBD then sambung set jadual. & Decide what subject should be taken as elective and kami sebulat suara mengambil pendidikan sivik as our elective which is under SHBIE. Before lunch, I just relised my shoe setampik telakap. Huhu. Terus tah ku antar kedai suruh jahit tu. Nasib baik jua inda batah siapnya. Hehe ..♥

♥.. Wednesday : August 5th, 2009
We had our breakfast di C.A Mohamad ne. Kami breakfast sama-sama saja since kami inda lunch due to class sampai tengah hari saja. Hehe. Kami ada kuliyah subjek Sistem Pendidikan di NBD. Pensyarah nya baik sesangat =)) ..♥

♥.. Thursday : August 6th, 2009
Kami ada kuliyah sampai pukul 4pm ari ini. We had our lunch at Jolibee the Mall gadong. Then malamnya, send my broda lagi ke Bridex di Jerudong. Baik jua esuk nya Jumat, dapat jua rehat. Inda becukupan tidur bah mataku ani. Yataa ne kes batah udah inda bangun awal -__- ..♥

♥.. Friday : August 7th, 2009
Pagi-pagi dangani my broda ke Jeti RIPAS mengaga si Zura balek dari Temburong. The rest of the day, stay at home. Resting ..♥

♥.. Saturday : August 8th, 2009
We had our breakfast arah restoran soto di Batu Besurat. Aku kan breakfast arah Seri Balai di sana since ada yang ku tesliyurkan arah Seri Balai atu. Jarang bah kan ada makanan atu ku jumpa, time bulan puasa saja ia banyak kena jual. Arah seri balai atu tah saja yang ku tejumpa sariatu. Hahaha. Siasiapun. Kami inda breakfast sana pasal ramai orang. Full house ani bah. Huhu. =D Malamnya, bawa mama sama babah jalan ke stadium tertutup melihat gerai makanan tempatan. Not really banyak pun orang bejual. Aku ada beli roti boy nya & aku mahu lagi. Haha. Kapesaan ee, makan saja tah ku lepas buka sekulah ani. Huhu. Then kami ke pasar malam gadong, Soon Lee Lambak, aku bali hand sinitizer di sana. Banyak-banyak ku cari di kadai, barutah ku tejumpa hand sinitizer ku aa. Atupun, macam limited dah quantitynya. Huhu. Then we had our dinner di Wywy Lambak. Semenjak ku berani drive ke sana atukan, malar cha mama minta bawa ke sana. Hehehe. Then mama sama babah did some groceris shopping di Pertama Jaya Lambak. After that, Home sweet home ..♥

♥.. Sunday : August 9th, 2009
Hari ini, aku duduk-duduk je depan lappy, update itu dan ini. Especially this blog. Hehe. Oh btw, the rest of my day yang tidak dimentioned kan di sini adalah beerti aku main game farm town and pet society. Haha. Sampat ku lagi main game atu, once a day walautah start kuliyah udah ..♥

.. kuliyah time is coming soon ",

Today ; Friday ; July 31st, 2009.

Helloo peepps.

Inda lagi lama kan kuliyah balek. Tinggal tiga hari saja lagi cuti. hehehe. Excited sangat udah ne kan sekulah balek, beku saja inda otak cuti tiga bulan. haha. Okeh peoples, short update saja aa. Last wednesday, July 29th, pagi I teman my brother and his girlfriend jalan ke kadai. Then he treats us lunch at Wywy Lambak. There I met Nana, Kaka & Iman. First time tah ku jumpa kaka after ia balek dari UK sariatu. Then, ada jua si Fabulous lunch sana with her friends too. Petang, I was out with si pandaa. He picked me around 3+pm. Kami jalan-jalan di Gadong. We bought contact lens for si pandaa and for me too. hehe. Ambil baju kurung ku empat pasang untuk sekolah nanti tapinya baju raya ku belum siap. Baru satu pasang saja siap. Huhu. Around 6pm, kami turun ke padang di bandar. We had our dinner there arah gerai-gerai restaurant and si pandaa treat me. Thank you. =)

Below our pictures time di bandar, arah Tugu sempena His Majesty's 60th birthday. This picture was taken last saturday, July 25th. Aku batah udah tesliyur kan duduk-duduk arah Tugu sana atu. Makanya si pandaa bawa lepak sana masa hari tu. Siyuk jua duduk-duduk sana lihat pemandangan Kampong Ayer. Inda jua sunyi sana atu, since ada saja perahu yang kuai lintas. Haha. =)

till next time. see ya.

.. very a long time ",

♥.. Helooooo

Waa, lama udah saya ngak update blog ini yaa. hehehe. Really busy playing PS sama FT bah. Bukan play station tu ee, Pet Society sama Farm Town. Hahaha. Okeh, quickly update saja.

♥ Friday, July 10th
si Fabulous datang ke rumah tengah malam and tarus sleepover. Esuk nya, si Eyai punggut ia balek. hehe.

♥ Sunday, July 12th
Birthday si Pandaa's sister, Shuhairah yang ke 19 tahun and Birthday Hajah Rina yang ke 22 tahun. Hari itu juga saya jalan-jalan dengan ibonda dan ayahanda membeli barang dapur atau yang selalu saya sebut sebagai groceries shopping. haha. Kami jalan ke Hua Ho Mall Manggis, Hua Ho Gadong, Pasar Malam Gadong, 1st Emporium Batu Satu and Warisan di Sungai Tilong.

♥ Monday, July 13th
Out with si pandaa from 12pm to 5pm. We had our lunch at Mameh Sungai Hancheng. Then we went to Hua Ho Mall Manggis, cuci gambar. Then picked his sister at PTEM. After that kami ke Mall Gadong. We met some of our school mate di PTE di Mall.

♥ Tuesday, July 14th
Birthday si Geerah yang ke 16 tahun kali. Inda ku tahu yang ke berapa bah. haha. Tengah hari, bungsu minta tolong antar kan ia arah rumah kawannya di Tanah Jambu pasal ia ada kursus petang atu since ia malas kan drive ke sana.

♥ Wednesday, July 15th
She is back!! I mean Kaka Jah balek udah from UK. =D Dengan kepulangannya, bermula cha jua berjual beli di bandar sempena hari keputeraan His Majesty yang ke 63 tahun.

♥ Thursday, July 16th
Draft timetable for next semester 09/10 was OUT!

♥ Friday, July 17th
Out again sama si pandaa. Kali ani kami jalan malam since kami turun ke padang di Bandar. We had our dinner at taman SOAS. Sunyi taman SOAS aa, nada bouncer kena pasang. Siyaan budak-budak. hehe. Before balek, kami round-round lihat cucul di jalan bandar dan istana.

♥ Saturday, July 18th
Dengan sukacitanya, saya membawa mama sama babah ke Kampong arah Nenda's. Kami sana dari around 2.30pm till 6pm. Sebatah-batah kami di sana ada bungsu sama paman. Bungsu kesana pasal antar Bazillah yang kan sleepover arah Nenda's. Hmm, teringat waktu kecil dulu suka sleepover arah Nenda's. hehe =D After dari sana, kami turun ke padang di Bandar. Mama bawa Bu Munah jua.

♥ Sunday, July 19th
Saya dengan si pandaa, si boss and si Zul ke rumah Hajah Rina pasal ia memanggil ke majls sambutan birthday nya di rumahnya. It was right after 2pm and kami balek dari sana around 4.30pm.

♥ Monday, July 20th
Out again sama si pandaa kelmarin. Kami lihat movie Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince. This movie took 2hrs and 33min. Siyuuuk ceritanya walaupun sedih akhirnya. huhu. Tapi ada jua calinya dorang ani. hehe. After dari lihat wayang, kami ke Kbox Arcade. Then we had our food arah pantai Tungku. Lastly, kami round pantai Serasa.

♥ The rest of my day yang tidak di mentioned di sini, adalah bererti I stayed at home for all the day saja. hehe. =D

Done my update ..♥

.. yesterday is khamis ",

♥.. Thursday : July 9th, 2009

Yesterday, aku out lagi sama si pandaa. Kami lunch arah Thyse food court gadong. Ane kes running out of money, yataa makan tempat murah saja. Haha. After we had our food, kami jalan-jalan survey buku yang kan dibali for 3rd semester nanti. Hehe. Kami survey buku di Mall Gadong, Kiulap and di Serusup. Sambil-sambil atu jua kami jalan balikan barang yang mama pesan. Hujan lagi labat kemaren atuu. Sejuuuk Brunei. =S

Oh btw, I already get my new hair cut .. ♥